Waiting

Ok, so now it's Monday and today is the day that she is supposed to REALLY know if the nodules in her lungs are in fact cancerous. I'm waiting...................................

I sincerely do not know what in the hell is wrong with me and WHY this has taken over my thoughts as heavily as it has. I have met her once, just once, this is not my best friend of the last 20 years or something! Yet I cannot shake it. Her sister MaryLou is just precious to me and if she's hurting I feel it in my soul so this is painful and i just want to hear good news for this woman. She's a real sweetheart, a true genuine good person folks, a rarity, so damn it, bad things should not be happening to her.....................

Ok, gonna go off and finish reading my book cause i need to be distracted. I keep checking her blog every 5 minutes and this is bordering on unhealthy insanity.

Keep prayin' people. they all matter.

Alida'